This post will be intentionally vague, because I can't really express everything that I'm feeling.
I just want to say that after having that wonderful trip to Spain, it feels like we are back in the same situation and it doesn't feel particularly good. So - it may be time to think about making some changes. And it's scary and it's also exciting.
I loved the article in today's NY Times about the benefits of friends for our health. We've all known that for years, but it's also good to have that reinforced. My friends are high on my gratitude list. I don't know what I would do without them. And I hope they feel that way about me.