You know when you have that tight feeling? Well, I have it. Breathing is a bit of an effort. The antidote is...whatever works. I will get some exercise and hopefully that will help.
Anyway, I'm home from Connecticut and trying to get back to the discipline of writing and rehearsing and just showing up.
Sometimes I have a hard time remembering that my mother is dead. After an entire lifetime of having her be such a major presence, it's very weird to know that I can't call or visit her. I guess a good cry would help with the breathing.
I wish I could write more, but I'm just not up for it right now. I'll be back soon, I'm sure.